Audrizzle

So, on monday, I was wearing a shirt that I made featuring one of my idols. That very night, I found out that this person was going to come to my school in less than a month, and 10 days before I leave the country. How amazing is that?

This inspired me to become crazy again, and do something about it. I haven't left my apartment in about 36 hours, and I have been listening to a silly album and watching a silly movie for most of those hours. I have been having crazy dreams and thinking silly thoughts and this apartment kind of smells bad and there's only one room so I can't get rid of it.

Anyway, long story short, i decided to make a stop motion animation movie! so i gathered up all my silly things and my tripod and got frustrated and wasted time and photoshopped and voila... here's the results!



Hopefully i will be able to make more. I just made this up because i didn't know what else to do, and that is hektor's specialty.

Also, in other news, I am addicted to Lost!

Welcome to the abyss.
So here I am, it's 5:30 AM, and I'm still awake.
I haven't finished an ounce of homework.
I just feel kind of down and uninspired (lazy?) for no reason. I guess this is part of my illness, something that I have to deal with... It's just weird, i feel like i'm walking toward a fork in the road, one road leads to success and one road leads off a cliff.
I feel like I am going to make a choice soon, a choice between living a valuable life and doing well and being the happy, productive, medicated person I have the power to be; or just giving up on everything and living in insanity.

This weekend I met these, well I guess you would call them hippies or drifters or something. We found them on the side of the road, bought them dinner, then I let them stay at my dad's house for the night. They have been just going around the country for a couple years, train hopping and hitchhiking, depending entirely on the generosity of strangers.
I kind of wish I could do that, but I don't trust myself to work enough and be friendly enough to get food and/or shelter that i do need. I mean, I can barely force myself to cook dinner now, so I don't think i would be good at asking people for help.

geez. Anyway, i did make one decision toward the "righteous path", i decided to run for SGA vice president. Here are some of my campaign flyers.



Funny how good I can be at organizing things outside my own life, but once the playing field enters my mind, everything turns upside down.